i dun wanna be ALONE~!!!..

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
7:42 AM

furget wartever i mentioned. enuff. i was talking crap. der's lyk many who treasures me. so yeapp. y shld i bother so much abt a person who doesnt even seem tuhh wanna farking care? it's okayy. i'm really fine. y shld i nort be? i've been in dis position before. i shld noe how to control right now. i guess he's back tuhh wooing the girl he used tuhh lyk. i dun cairre also. haha. he won't noe how tuhh lurve or cherish me. i might as well leave dis life. i've suffered enuff.

tmr's gonna b` tough on me man. i dun haf m/c for monday. i'm lyk soo dead. i dun cairre. maybe i'll get scolding. most tuhh most, sacked. who cares?? it's all da more better. den i dun haf tuhh lyk tender for my resignation. work is lyk soo sick. i dun even haf my freespace. budd i lurve the ppl there except furh the supervisor. -_- hmmm. well, michael's last day is tmr. he's a nice guy who talks tuhh me at work whenever i was lyk freaking boredd. i'll miss looking at chio bu melissa. i'll miss mui fong jie who has been so nice tuhh me ever since da first day of work. i'll miss manis who is as new as i am. i'll miss kenji who always t0ks c0ck to me. i'll miss the uncle who always ties a ponytail and has a tattoo since he was my age. I'LL DEFINITELY MISS JOEY.. and SANDY. these two gurls have been my bestest fren during my stay there. But luckily for me.. Joey is staying in yishun also. haha.. near cpcc there.. shoo still okayy larh. dey named me an english name. Diana. they said it suits me. haha. i've always liked dat name anyway. u may wanna call me that. lol. wokayy.. err.. i'm definitely gonna miss the bubbly sock han? is that how u spell her name? she's just great. n also.. susan.. quiet but really damn nice. and the jie jie who introduced me to some facial stuffs. she's great. hmmm.. a lot nehh . can't rmb all. i lurrrve all the colleagues man. but juzz not the supervisor.. and the bloody pay. n the daily job which takes away all muhh freedom. sian larhh..

well, anyway, i'm going shopping with joey tmr. my dad's giving me a hundred bucks. godd that's gonna `b nort enuff. i know it. but well, i have to make do with it. lol. wartever. it'll be a new start urf my life. n BOYS.. are tuhh be put aside. lol. i'm gonna live the life i had before mr goh foo boon stepped into my life. a life where i never stooped so low as to always haf to do everything the guys' way. i need to haf my own way as well.

full stop`.

:: u treated me lyk a treasure wen u wanted me baq` ::
:: u were the purrfect guy back then ::
:: bud aft dat, é way u treated me juz g0t worse::
:: i'm used tuhh it ::
:: won't trust a guy so easily eva again ::

`Sobing In a lil Corner..